I am truly saddened to hear of the passing of the King of Pop. I loved his music especially in the early days and no one can deny he was a fantastic entertainer. His music is such a wonderful reminder of my youth when life was so much simpler and therefore many of my “firsts” which are somehow connected to his music. Wherever you are MJ may you rest in peace and know that your music will live on forever.
HPT 2 June 21, 2009
Tested again today; well of course it was negative but like my blog I always have some hope in the back of my mind, I know it is crazy but this is the only way I could have come this far. I hate having to go for a beta and get that pity phone call that it is once again negative but my clinic insists on a beta.
I have changed the theme on my blog to something light and colourful, I don’t want a gloom to settle on me now.
Cycle Cancelled June 1, 2009
Nothing much else to say I guess. After 10 days of injections; there was absolutely nothing happening, no follicles and no lining. My estrogen blood test was 323 proving that nothing was going on. Will have a follow up with my RE and take it from there but needless to say, I am totally gutted, we were stopped before we even got past the first point. Why is this so hard, I am not very hopeful today, I am scared and I am very sad and I have started to comfort eat already. I cannot wait to get home tonight and cry myself to sleep.
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